My poems

Once again...

2011-04-13T14:05:00.004+05:30

Once again...

Once again I felt like writing a line or two,
In a cool sunshine and weather thats so cute.

In my sleep I've been chasing a dream,
Last night got a glimpse of it still not very clean.

Every time I think of you I go blind in the daylight,
Moment I open my eyes I feel myself soaked in the night.

Interestingly dreams do seldom come true,
But its my life and I've chosen to let it brew.

The taste of this wine will only freshen up my pain,
As a sedative I tried and succeeded uttering your name.

Don't worry red roses in my hand will never wither,
And arrow that pierced my heart had only made it louder.

Your happiness and sorrows will always be dressed upon me,
Just for once please let me feel this feeling I want to feel!

Prankur
13th April, 2011

Evening story...

2009-12-22T14:45:00.002+05:30

Evening story...

Li'l tired n dull face,
As usual I was back from office.

Threw my shirts n pants apart,
Quickly setting winter evenings so dark.

Crystals from showers touched my body,
Mirror closed its eyes excusing it to be foggy.

Five past six I wiped it all out,
Enjoying hot coffee quietly in my couch.

Not very soon soap starts bubbling in TV,
Left me thinkin' was it really meant for me.

Confused I switched on to a movie,
Only to discover honey from the same bee.

Not before in the silence of midnight,
I opened my eyes to switch off the light.

-Prankul
(22nd December, 2009)

"Unhappy" baarish...

2009-12-09T14:39:00.003+05:30

"Unhappy" baarish...

Aasman se hone lagi barish aise,
laga tha aayi bujhane pyaas meri,
par jaisa socha woh thi na waise.

Dhere dhere girne lagi boondhen sar par,
Ek anokha sa ehsaas raha kuch pal,
bann gaya andar hi andar ek darr.

Chaya charon aur kuch aisa andhera,
Gum ho gayi bijli,
Laga shayad ho na fir kabhi koi sawera.

Jugnu to dekha tha maine,
Par tha yeh kuch aurr,
lage thi aasmaan se zor-zor ki awaaz aane.

Bahaut der chalta raha wahi,
Bus ab ruk jao,
Samast Jan jiwan ki pukaar thi yahi.

Ruka na pani,
Shayad tha naraaz humse,
karta raha apni man-mani.

Beh gaya kuch aise sab,
Prakriti ke saath kiya jo humne,
kar payega fir koi na ab.

-Prankur (09/12/2009)

Dreams were lying...

2009-10-13T16:27:00.004+05:30

Dreams were lying...

I was awake with my ears open,
Something was wrong but never bothered to listen.

A drive away was my office I want to be,
Such a foggy morning before a lot more I could see.

All the day so many things I did,
No time to sleep so just slammed my eyelids.

A lonely sip of tea in a distant balcony,
again n again until cup told I was empty!

Walked so slow it took hours to reach home,
Only to realise my keys were in a car I left all alone.

Kicked a can and saw myself flying,
Opened my eyes to discover my dreams were lying!

-Prankul (13.10.2009)

We'll always be together...

2007-11-23T11:57:00.000+05:30

We'll always be together...

Bas yun hi pyar karunga tujhko hamesha,
Doonga deni padhe pyar ki kitni bhi parisha.

Har gam aur khushi batenge saath-saath,
Agar ruthi kabhi phir bhi rakhunga apne dil ke paas.

Meri muskrahat teri and tere gam mere,
Meri zindagi aur meri chahat hai ab naam tere.

Bas kabhi bhi ab hona na udas,
Kyunki har pal mein chupa hoga kuch khaas.

Ab intezaar hai un lamho ka,
Jab honge pass hum jitna ki socha tha.

Ye kavita nahi dil hai mera,
Jispe likha diya hai ab naam tera.

-Prankur(23.11.2007)

You filled colors in me...

2007-11-21T10:38:00.000+05:30

You filled colors in me...

I was happy,

With only green I see.

You taught me to laugh,

And painted colors in me.

I knew to walk,

That the best I could see,
You taught me to run,

And brought best in me.

I was sleeping,

Nothing much to feel.

You held my hand,

And brought me lovely dreams.

I loved to read,

Like an unexplored sea,

You made me write,

And invented a poet in me.

-Prankul(30.10.2007)

Just for you darling...

2007-10-24T16:01:00.000+05:30

Just for you darling...

Home sweet home, that will be our after sometime,

That beautiful mornings and cup of tea in sun shine.

Those weekends when we together have lunch,

Those sweetie nights when we watch TV together and have fun.

I'll take you in my arms and not let you sleep,

Until you kiss my cheeks and pretend as if you're going to weep.

I'll sing for you and take you for a ride with me,

In the kingdom far far away more beautiful than anything ever seen.

No sooner pleasant morning will be our way,

And its time for something you'll never like me to say.

Together we will stretch, jog and exercise,

Before its time for a cup of tea in balcony watching lovely sunrise.

Its all sweet and moreover its on our way,

Pooja, its close what this world will call our wedding day.

-Prankul (24.10.2007)

This crazy mind of mine...

2007-06-16T20:05:00.000+05:30

This crazy mind of mine...

Innocent thoughts and crazy mind,

I started building a sweet home of mine.

Tired sometimes and very thirsty too.

I kept on going to see it becoming really cute.

It looked easy and will become big one day,

But no one told me there are storms on the way.

I was afraid but it didn't bother me.

It came out of love which see no boundary.

A storm came and took everything just so silently,

I woke up next day to see a tree fell over my dream.
.

They warned me just that i didn't care to see,

Before I could became rich my pockets were empty.

It was this crazy mind of mine,

I choosed to closed my eyes and became blind.

~Prankur

16th June, 2007

Early hours in office...

2007-05-15T21:34:00.000+05:30

EARLY HOURS IN OFFICE...

A solitary cube and loneliness felt inside so deep,

Its crazy working here when everybodys so fast asleep.

Like a moon my cube lightens the entire space,

I need to finish my work or have dire consequences to face.

Pressed a key few times but nothin comes up on screen,

Stupid me I was awake only in my dreams.

Head always inclined and a pen upside down,
Expressions and smile over my face depicted only a clown.

.
Sometimes i swayed left sometimes looked towards right,
A Thought so profound about who will be first one to catch my sight.

.
Not long before I realised how bright was the sunshine,
Sometimes water and sometimes coffee is how i spend moments before it was nine.

Prankur

28.11.2006

Painting...

2007-05-10T21:51:00.000+05:30

Painting...

Today I feel like painting a face new,

Give it a shape and form known by very few.

It was her during days when she was with me,

More beautiful than anyone else you'll ever see!

I colored her eyes big yet innocent in light brown,

Her hair curling up cheeks as and when she moved around.

Sad, smiling or angry her were among to choose,

Stupid she looked more beautiful in anything i drew.

A baby soft smile and more thoughful it was,

It was same her troubling me always as in the past.

Time came to give a tender touch to her cheeks,

Careful i was not to wake her up from the deep sleep.

It turned out to be so real as it could just be,

Not different as if she actually there painted me.

~Prankur

09.05.2007

I will miss you forever...

2007-04-29T17:05:00.000+05:30

I will miss you forever...

Remembering every moment that we spent together,

Those silly arguments over every silly matter.

Every morning waking you up to come for a walk,

Those short nights when we had so much to talk!

Having so many long distance dates,

Those naughty hours for your calls i had to wait!

Those glimses of your pretty-pretty face,

Thousand miles i was ever ready to trace!

Those winds that swept you away,

Took you far n far from me everyday!

I promise my eyes will never turn teary,

My love for you will grow stronger forever dearie.

Our past strengthened me enough to face the future,

I'll be waiting on the same lane once we walked together!

~Prankur

29.04.2007

A smile again...

2007-04-12T10:36:00.000+05:30

A smile again...

A smile came again over my face,

Energy enough to start "that" abondoned beautiful race.

A loss in the past that engraved over my mind,

Left me dull and striving for something which was never mine.

Today i feel complete and the everything looks so deary,

I have finally pulled out myself from the life that was so scary!

Wanting to be a kid now keeps bubbling my thought,

And why not after winning the battle so long i had fought.

My lyrics are no more just a mere reading,

Adorned with a melody that makes it suitable even for singing.

World now no more looks to me empty,

I have drank water enough to ever make me feel thirsty!

Pains incurred seem to have lessened in time,

Future is calling again welcoming every moment with a glass of wine!

~Prankul

09.04.2007

Sweetest Gift...

2006-11-21T15:10:00.000+05:30

Sweetest Gift...

Sometimes I wonder if you still remember me,

Those pink roses and those lovely orange trees.

We would spend hours gazing at those twinkling stars,

Every moment, wondering, if you'll come with me so far.

Your hair and cheeks all glowing with white,

So beautiful will be our home along the river side.

Those Ripples struggling to reach offshore,

And surprises, every moment knocking at the door.

Moment when you would smile and very next you cry,

You are the god's sweetest gift I got in my life.

~Prankur

21st November, 2006

I Started Dreamin'

2006-04-27T13:00:00.000+05:30

I started Dreamin'...

I Started Dreamin',
Again Begins a new day...so sweet was that sound.

Where does it come from?!

I go near the window...stretched myself looking down.

A light smile over my face,

A feeling of joy...as if yesterday i was crowned.

I lift my hands up,

Wanted to play...but no one was found.

Sadly Went back to my bed,

lots to say...but no one was around.

Over my palm i slept,

moistened cheeks...hiding tears that drowned.

Time has flown fast,

Leavin' me alone...no one there to surround.

Looking for light,

I walked in the darkness...on that slippery ground.

So many times did i fall,

everytime i did it was all...but from where came that sound?!

-Prankul

28.04.2006

2006-03-10T13:40:00.000+05:30

When it hurts...

So many questions today but theres no one to answer,

I been striving hard to know myself as once you were.

More i push myself more it pushes me towards infinity,

How special are these family of humans or its just me?!

I woke up today looking alive with your smile over my face,
I did something wrong maybe different were my ways.

Fear of losing you engraved over my mind,
A crack deep inside which you will never be able to find.

Hurt i did and hurt was i,
Can it ever be same again when fault was mine?!

Time heals but the memories remain,
I look changed but i am still the same.

-Prankul
10th March, 2006

Ray of Hope!

2005-06-06T11:50:00.000+05:30

Ray of Hope!

Look at the forest when its dark,
Look at the sky full of stars,
Look at the tree adorned by flowers.

Look at the place torn by wars,
Look at the leaves every year those fall,
Look at eyes trying to see destination still so far.

This is where you have a glimse of innocent hearts,
This is where you find smiles amidst the dreamzz torn apart,
This is where you learn how everything from a scratch starts.

TO BE COMPLETED!!!!

~Prankul (4th June, 2005)

Tomorrow...

2005-04-18T08:39:00.000+05:30

Tomorrow...

I have lots of love today,
dont know if tomorrow i'll still have some.

I feel you in my arms today,
dont know if tomorrow i feel none.

I have to say a lots today,
dont know if tomorrow i'd say i am done.

I love playing with you today,
dont know if tomorrow its still be fun.

I share lots of smiles today,
dont know tomorrow if i am looking for some.

I am rich today,
dont know if tomorrow i could treasure anyone.

I am a poet today,
dont know if tomorrow i'll be one.

~Prankul (18th April)

I'll be same...

2005-04-18T08:34:00.000+05:30

I'll be same...

Hey, you will be queen one day,
lot of responsibilities will come your way.

It will maintain some space too,
You can overloook and go through.

But overlooking is not for you,
Maintained space is taken advantage by very few.

Fight and fight and still maintain your sweet smile,
and success will be touchin' your feet once in a while.

Success in everything happens to only few,
It doesn't come alwayzzz to maintain fightin' spirit in you.

Today you will be sad but tomorrow you'll be happy too,
So beautiful is this morning, bright sunshine outside when this dayz still so new.

Time has come to say good morning to you,
I'll alwayzz be same prankul u alwayzz knew.

-Prankul (17th April)

Why?!

2005-04-11T10:54:00.000+05:30

Why?!

I am looking shes aware...why does she hide?!

I am revealed she knows...where does the problem lie?!

I feel her impassivity...why is she shy?!

I am standing infront...still remain closed her eyes!?

I need answers she knows...still every conversation ends up with "WHY?!"?

I am waiting eagerly she turns up...still why dont i hear "HI!"?

I am flooded, messed up in life...still why does she looks up in the sky?!

I am walking alone...was i destined to be same even after everything i tried?!

I am waving...Has time come to say Goodbye?!

-Prankul (11th April)

Say Something....

2005-04-10T00:41:00.000+05:30

Say something...

I might be insignificant,
Quickly i came, swiftly i'll go,
Wanna say something,
say it now.

I might be moving,
there i was then, here i am now,
Wanna say something,
say it now.

I might be asking,
U maintained silence, silence remained unbroken even now,
wanna say something,
say it now.

I might be feelin',
Feelin' sad then and feling bad now,
wanna say something,
say it now.

I might be touchy,
moisten cheek sometimes, thirsty lips now,
wanna say something,
say it now.

-Prankul (10th April)

Last Smile...

2005-02-15T15:06:00.000+05:30

Last Smile...

Frivolling after i lost everythig in life,
I heard somebody moaning nearby.

I discovered a lil girl,
Who sat all alone in this bizarre world.

Her checks were wet and eyes were red,
I couldnt stop asking what makes her sad?

She was collapsing couldnt ever lift her head,
Had i been been late, she would haev been dead.

I got tensed, wanted to help her anyhow,
Wasnt so easy when i didnt even knew my whereabout.

Put to test, i said now its mine,
run just run kept shoutin' my mind.

I kept searchin' by the time it was evening five,
When i first smelled the village life.

O my God, i found it atlast,
Could only say."Theres a girl there...please do it fast."

They were my last hope, my last smile,
I fell on the ground, eyes open, keep looking at the sky for a while.

I slept and woke up some couple of times,
Only worry was if they could make it on time.

Yes they did, i heard them coming,
Nobody came to me and i said nothing.

She'll be okay and live my life,
What about me, whose been living for so long, with no reson to stay alive.

...He died with a last smile on his face,
When villagers came to him for help, it was just too late.

-Prankul
15th February, 2005

Well! I am a loser...

2005-01-08T10:48:00.000+05:30

Well! I am a loser...

I heard, when you are teen,
still learning what life rele means,
things look different, as if never seen.

I spend so much time thinkin',
didnt understand most of it, so started drinkin',
Lines on my forehead kept increasing.

I thought lifes so boring, i am so alone,
so many friends might show up, but not one uptil now has shown,
waited for a call, slept long back with forehead on my phone.

I thought maybe fault is mine,
World has changed so much in time,
I cried, am i rele waiting for my ninety-nine?

I buried myself in dark,
Thought why couldnt everything restart,
O God!! Please help me or with a plate beside me i'll starve.

Once i was lucky and i met her,
She said, "It so long i've seen you, where you were?"
I closed my eyes, turned my face and said, "Well, I am a loser!"

-Prankul
08th January, 2005

Your blue Eyes...

2005-01-04T19:59:00.000+05:30

Your Blue Eyes...

Your blue eyes...and now forgotten, once in time,
had so much in depth.

Your pretty smile...and now withered, once a rose,
has so much in redness.

Your graceful walk...and now dried, once green,
had so much to see.

Your juicy lips...and now rotten, once a berry,
had so much to taste.

Your soft cheeks...and now callous, once so silky,
had so much to feel.

Your light hair...and now old, once so fresh,
had so much to attract.

Yours Me...and now silent, once so lively,
had so much to live for.

-Prankul
17th December, 2004

When natures angry...

2005-01-04T19:46:00.000+05:30

When natures angry...(Tsunami)

With a half filled stomach,
There futures bleak and helpless they are,
Is this less than a war?

With thousands dead,
Dead bodies piles up, as you see that far,
Is this less than a war?

Buildings reduced to rubble,
and like boat floats our car,
Is this less than a war?

mother holding her child,
and child searchin' for her father,
Is this less than a war?

-Prankul
28th December, 2004

Incomplete Journey...

2005-01-04T01:18:00.000+05:30

Incomplete Journey...

...vacations started but ended soon,

travelling in the train and watchin' the sky with no moon.

I was little sad but happy too,

left far away my home, getting' close to the place that looked so new.

I was standin' at the door, appreciating every moment that goes by,

watchin' those lil lil huts and children all saying bye-bye.

many of those things werent new to me now,

But there was something that looked unusual, i wanted to exlain but dont know how???

Everything looked fine, we were travelling at great speed now,

But suddenly everything came to a standstill, well it was a breakdown.

We all moved out serachin' for some mean,

instead i turned right towards a jungle, unfolding its night beauty unseen.

Dark it was and scary too,

irresistable were the sounds from the jungle and stars in sky, moment back which was blue.

I kept walking and for many hours i dont know why?

rabbits zig-zag and deers firght back all of then so shy.

It wouldnt have been more i asked for,

When i found myself close to the waterfall.

OMG i said, "...am i dead!!! or still alive?"

Birds chirping, water flowing and those sounds, it was truely a paradise.

I loved the place so much, wanted to be there for some more time,

but gettin' back to the train that could move any time, struggled my mind.

When i saw a cute girl, i asked"What are you doing?"

She pointed out to her lil puupy that loves running.

She was afraid but not after we had a long chat,

Its time to move, i searched my bag and offered her a Kit-Kat.

She was so happy, she made a friend new,

little she knew, she would be alone again in her lonely blues.

Well little i knew that god gifted her a paradise,

She gave me a kiss and said "you were so nice..."

I an hour i was in my train,

thought if i was dreaming or if it was the same.

I wasnt happy as i left place where there was so much to see,

In short i describe it as a incomplete journey.

-Prankul
3rd January 2005

We'll Meet Again...

2005-01-01T19:03:00.000+05:30

We'll Meet Again...

I am going to miss you,
Dont you feel the same O boy?
I was just moved by the music,
Dont want to lie.

I still remember the time we spend together,
Can you forget it all O boy?
I was just having a nice time,
Dont want to lie.

You said you love me,
Were those mere words O boy?
I rele meant waht i said...
Dont want to lie.

You will leave me alone,
So soon fed up of me O boy,
My life has something more in it...
Dont want to lie.

We are going to meet again,
Is thia what you mean O boy?
Only if you'll wait for me...
Dont want to lie.

-Prankul
17th Dec, 2004

Hiding something in my pocket(Thief).

2004-12-16T16:17:00.000+05:30

Hiding something in my pocket(Thief).

Murmur in the streets,

Whistling amongst the crowds,

I felt a bit uneasy,

Hiding something in my pocket i dont know why?

Well remember, human once i was,

Loved everybody, I did,

Just felt a bit deprived,

Wanted some more, i dont know why?

Sitting in those sunny noons,

enjoying the sip of the hot tea,

Just felt a bit exhausted,

Wanted a breath, i dont know why?

After running for so lung,

Climbing up so high,

I felt a bit tired,

So long was carrying this burden, i dont know why?

Playing with dangers is all about my life,

Was just afraid, didnt want to die,

I felt i was followed,

They hanged me, i dont know why?

-Prankul
16th December, 2004

Imagination.

2004-12-14T10:34:00.000+05:30

Imagination.

A Smile...in my face,

you wont kiss.

A piece of joy...in my heart,

you dont have.

A newborn child...in me,

you wont ally.

A lil pain here...in my arm,

you wont feel.

A drop of tear...in my palm,

you wont see.

A sorry...in my silence,

you wont hear.

A possession...in my life,

you wont worth.

-Prankul
14th December, 2004

Veterans...

2004-12-10T20:58:00.000+05:30

Veterans...

Old in age,
nothin' significant to do,
noone to look after,
they may physically be weak,
but carry with the most active mind,
Dont know when,
mind get lost,
searchin' for the pictures of life,
only few of them still fresh,
only few of them still pleasin',
but in those few of them,
see their whole life.

time of childhood,
so naughty we were,
thinkin' about it makes you laugh.

time of youth,
that running after girls,
thinkin' about it makes you blush,

time of adulthood,
so caring and sincere we were,
thinkin' about it make you proud.

you smiled only for a moment,
when you are back,
you present starts teasing you,
so helpless and thirty for love,
thinkin' all this makes you cry,
but you drink them,
let not the world see,
you pray for them,
"God help them and take care of them no matter whatever they maybe"

-Prankul
10th December, 2004

She.

2004-12-07T08:49:00.000+05:30

She.

When you wake up in the morning,

Shes the first one to chase your thoughts.

When you brush your teeth,

Shes the one who sweeten your breath.

When you take bath,

Shes the one who bubbles your mind.

When you dress up,

Shes the one who make you feel alright.

When you leave home,

Shes the one who say "Good Bye!!!"

When you are carried away by burden,

Shes the one standing and holding you tight.

When you are complete and done,

Shes the one saying "Well-done!!".

When you are sourrounded by your fans,

Shes the one standing far away askin' "can i be one?"

When you come back home first time after sunrise,

Shes the one to give u a pleasant surprise

When you go for a drive,

Shes the one holding your arm by her side.

When you fall asleep,

Shes the one lookin' at you, every moment saying "Gnite!!"

-Prankul
6th December, 2004

Lil lil Eyes...(Orphanage)

2004-12-05T10:59:00.000+05:30

Lil lil Eyes...

Every night the same dream,

dreams of moments never seen,

dreams of places never been,

dreams of people never with me,

pain of wounds that never healed,

pain of separation happened long time back.

I have lil lil eyes,

lil lil lips,

n a lil lil hands.

I love toys.

I love 'love'.

I m lil.

I need somebody to look after me.

Is there somebody who'll own me,

Is there somebody who'll gimme.

I promise:

I'll work for thee,

I'll never trouble thee,

I'll look what u want me to see,

I would, whatever u want me to be,

But promise me,

u'll keep me,

close to your heart,

and love me,

as if,

I am ur lil child.

-Prankul
5th December, 2004

Look a guyzzz callin'....

2004-12-03T10:31:00.000+05:30

Look a guyzzz callin'....

"Come come baby wanna have tea"
"No No No even if u bend on your knee."

"Why? is this the way u alwayz be"
"have lotsa work to do, cant u see?"

"Okay, everybody has work, even me"
"It looks how jobles you are, u cheat."

"Okay girl just gimme a break"
"Can u leave me alone for god sake."

"Sure, but dont say when i am gone"
"I feel better when i am alone."

"Sob! sob!! is that teh way every girl iz?"
"leave it, u guyz wont understand all thiz"

"Look how much time i wasted i askin' you."
"Sip ur tea, n get away before i ger further rude."

"Are u a stone or in shell u kept your heart?"
"Well heart it was, until somebody tore it apart?"

*..and she starts crying...*

"Oh! i am sorry, I didnt knew"
"Its okay, anyway its not somethin' new."

"Well! would u mind tellin' me"
"Ur a good guy, Shall i tell u?.... okay lemme see."

"Well shall we sit down?"
"Oh Boy!!! stop actin' like a clown."

*...girl smiles for the first time...*

"i did it to bring back your smile"
"See i didnt let your efforts go futile."

"Ya! indeed i brought back your smile"
"Okay, but it happens once in a while."

*...girl narrates her story to boy...*

"Its so painful i feel like crying"
"Oh stop it!!! its not so painful, u must be lying."

"No no i swear it bring tears in my eyes"
"Well i see no tear, just a glimse of your sweet-sweet lies"

*and both laughed whole heartedly*

"Well do u want me to literally cry"
"May i ask you, what for u wanna cry?"

"I think with time u gone so hard"
"Once it was brittle like yours, n i was so tender in the start."

"Would u like to be my friend?"
"Are u really serious? or u just pretend?"

*They had nice conversation all the long evening*

"Here i give u the control of my life"
"Well lets spend some time together n c if everythin' goes alright."

*after two months*

"U r a integral part of my life"
"Wait for the morning, until i am ur wife."

*and they lived happlily hereafter*

-Prankul
3rd December, 2004

Friendship

2004-12-02T02:50:00.001+05:30

Frienship.

Poeple said,
"A Friend in need is a friend indeed"
But I thought,
"As many times u help, u make a new friend for urself."
People said,
"friendship is a ship full of friends"
But then i thought,
"Friendship is a sea n once u dive, thou get a new meaning in your life"

and so on and on i thought.

I thought why not interview,
most different of them i choose,
n got so many answers.
Some answered thoughtfully,
some didnt even cared,
some just whispered,
some said "Excuse Me! No time there!!!"
well!!!
some said,
"Friends are ones, with whom we our secrets share"
some said,
"Friends are once, with whom we make perfect pair"
some said.
They are sick, probably failed to find the correct pick"
some said,
"Give us a break, for god sake"
Hmmm.
some said,
"Friendship is the holiest dip"
some said,
"freindship is sweeter than the ice-cream u lick"

well there something that touched, as said,
Friend is one who has,
"...black eyes but a blue vision,
Ugly face but a beautiful smile,
Hoarse voice but a distinct advice,
filthy clothes but clean mind,
Dull look but a sharp eyes..."

well at last,
Friendship is the "key",
Be as good as u wanna be,
B'coz its not just abt friends,
its abt how much love, care n wishes u wish to lend.

-Prankul
1st December, 2004

Euphoria.

2004-11-24T01:22:00.000+05:30

Euphoria.

...same time,
probably a minute before nine,
i was holding my mug of wine.

Sitting in my balcony,
where darkness surrounded me,
only question repeated,"Where is she?"

I closed my eyes,
asking myself, "She didnt turn up!!! Why?"
stopped my breath and took a heavy sigh.

Suddenly heard someone talking light step,
young was girl yet carrying a heavy bag,
as every night she smiled, and i smiled back.

But whom i wanted to didnt turn up,
meanwhile got empty my mug,
heavy my heart was, with the chair i got struck .

I didnt try it anymore,
chilled breeze carried me to sea-shore,
as if i was in paradise, i didnt ask for more.

i was young again,
back were my days when i being so inane,
a guy so haughty having a big name n fame.

Very soon i found girl of my dreamzzz,
so beautiful she was and her look so alluring,
sweet were her voice and the song she was singing.

Song ended and she left the place soon,
only two left were blue me and white moon,
Waiting there for sometime, i came back home all alone.

Once again ended the same dream,
again saw some thing who meant so much to me, yet i havent seen,
hard i tried, but couldnt figure out what it actually mean?

same balcony,
same me,
missing "She".

-Prankul
23rd November, 2004

Adieu...

2004-11-09T02:57:00.000+05:30

Adieu...

I remember...

moment it would rain,
we would all come out,
n got wet.

moment its festive time,
we would all come out,
n celebrated.

moment its beautiful evening,
we would all come out,
n played soccer.

moment anything credible,
we would all come out,
n together rejoiced.

But Alas!!!
it changed.

moment we got internet,
nobody came out,
to get wet.

moment we joined orkut,
nobody came out,
to get back in time n overlook.

moment we started posting,
mobody came out,
they were all roasting.

Its too much a change,

moment i go back,
i get back my life n feel busy,
so many goals to achieve,
n life so full of things yet to see.

I miss my real world.

Its still not too late,
i just need to be cautious.
Now having realised the importance of time,
I know time is very precious.

Now just wanna take leave,
so long has it been,
since i realised its nothin' but myself.

Passion

2004-11-06T17:31:00.000+05:30

Passion...I am here for u.

When u wanna walk,
just tell me,
I will lay out my hands.

When u wanna talk,
just tell me,
i'll be your "Drink".

When u wanna see,
just tell me,
i'll come closer.

When u wanna hear,
just tell me,
i'll be "quiet"

When u wanna smile,
just tell me,
i'll be a clown.

When u r angry,
just tell me,
i'll be a "Rose".

but if u ever love me,
no need to tell me,
you live in my heart.

Thinkin' about you...

2004-11-02T02:46:00.000+05:30

Thinking about you...

Hey do you know what do i do?
in musical nights so beautiful,
when i am alone in my rooom,
n light music keep flowing,
keep flowing that soft breeze,
mE sitting near my window,
eyes watchin' the moon,
sad n alone in the rich sky,
i keep watchin',
those hundreds of stars,
happy n befriended in the same sky.
I suddenly see a flash,
like a shooting star,
people come in our lives,
like a shootin' star,
they leave and become invisible.
I keep thinkin',
n falls asleep.
night slips away,
when somebody gimme a nibble,
wake up!!!,
I open my eyes,
n see most beautiful of her smile,
gently holding my hands,
tryin' desperately to pull me out,
i really open my eyes,
it vanishes,
it was a dream,
dream over dream.

I get back to my piano,
and start playing,
dunno why,
i start playing,
most painful of all tunes,
most sad of all tunes,
n most touchin of them,
tears keep flowing,
but i am not going to stop today,
let the world take notice,
let them get flooded,
my tears,
its just mine.

My first date...

2004-10-30T09:37:00.000+05:30

My first date...

"Life is strange...isn't it"
you never know,
Anythin' may happen,
so far what looked barren,
you never know,
when it turns green,
n fructify.

And somethin' similar happened,
26th October,
somethin' special,
ya! it was special,
Its been raining hard,
n stopped,
I met,
we shook,
next few moments,
I was silent,
talked my eyes,
I was still,
in motion looked the skies,
I was nervous,
n full of whys.

But it was special,
ya! it was special,
I was with her,
on a beach,
slightly lonely,
weather,
so pleasing,
waves,
so high,
full moon
so bright,
skies,
too dark,
n she,
lookin' cute in her smile.

We walked,
n she talked,
She would stop for a while,
accompanied with my nervous smile.
It was a full moon night,
chill gushy breeze, heavy waves etc
altogether what a beautiful sight.

I couldnt resist,
n clicked a one or two,
Dark it was,
turned out to be very very blue.

We started walking again,
discussing why 'prankul' is my name.
She told me everythin',
from novel she read, to her friend,
I was so happy,
thanked god for the friend he send.

We went for dinner,
thins were busy,
we have to wait,
she read my poems,
and gave me her article,
which unfortunately i couldnt read.

Anyway,
Great was the day,
and so great was the noon.
Great was the walk,
n so Great was the talk.
Great was the night,
n so great was the dinner.
Great was her, my friend,
n so great was my first date.
-Prankul(29th October, 2004)

Time in virtual world...

2004-10-26T02:54:00.000+05:30

Time in virtual world...

Things were fast,
impossible to hold.
i was lagging,
n nobody to behold.

plunge back into time,
i see love,
and its all mine.
Moment i come back,
u have nothin',
and nothin; looks fine.

I can't carry on,
with the face,
that always mourns.
So i decided,
n laved in a virtual world
where,
i had days,
that were mine.
I had nights,
which were mine.
I had friends,
inseparable in time.

I went in so deep,
so desperate was my leap,
I kept floating n floating.
Beautiful looked the world,
n easy looked everything.

But it was a dream,
it has to end.
Time was the key,
carefully u need to spend.

U call it a Virtual world,
or u call it a dream.
I was crawling on my knee,
when it just taught me.
Hard work n commitment is the key,
if successful ever u wanna be.

I dont know reason why...

2004-10-23T18:45:00.000+05:30

I dont know reason why...

I've been moving round n round,
I've making all those sounds,

I like to be with you,
but it never never happen,

I dont know the reason why,
I dont know why fell so shy,
I dont know where i am,
I dont what i can,
I dont know where i stand,
I dont know what i am,

I dont know the reason why,
why i look so high,
I dont know the reason why,
why i feel tempted to lie,
I dont know the reason why,
why we always want to be so high,
I dont know reason why,
why its always only 'i',

I been singing same old tune,
I been smelling same old perfume,
It reminds me of you,
I really really love you,
I want to be with you,
I 'ope it wil happen soon,
sayz the sweet sweet moon,
smiling above in the sky,

Bye then take care of yourself,
remember ur my greatest wealth,
Ur the feelings i ever felt.
without you i would only melt.

I've been moving round n round,
I've making all those sounds.
I like to be with you,
but it never never happen,

A smile again n again...

2004-10-23T18:23:00.000+05:30

A smile again n again...

So many things happen in life,
n u smile,
People ignore u,
u smile,
they dont like u,
but u smile,
u feel bad,
still u smile,
They do it again n again,
but u keep up ur smile.

u aren't great as them,
u aren't wished like them,
u aren't talked like them,
still u love them,
n welcome them,
with a smile.

Time keep movin',
n u need them,
they laugh at you,
they put u aside,
n u have it all,
with a smile.

U feel alone,
u feel exhausted,
tears keep flowing,
but u hide them,
n instead, show your lips,
carrying a smile.

Life...

2004-10-20T01:58:00.001+05:30

Life ...

In SCHOOL: (Conversation...)
"Hey how r u ?"
"I am fine, what abt u?

"I am unhappy today"
"Whats wrong, why dont u say?"

"Nothin' wrong...theres something i long..."
"...to my friend it belong..."

"Can u get for me?"
"Why not? u r my friend Sunny"

"U brought back my smile"
"leave me alone for a while"

"Why? What have i done?"
"i said it just for fun..."

"Oh! okay u were kiddin'"
"...n that is what makes happy living..."

"How sweet of u"
"so were u too...."

With Parents:
No matter how hard was life,
they cared for me,
when too dark was night,
so strong was their sight.

At present:
...in the present time,
Things aren't going fine,
hard work is the key,
better way is what i have to see.

full of hopes:
greediness,
selfishness,
Is What i don' want?
A peaceful,
n beautiful world,
is what i always chant.

In Poems:
Nothin' special in me,
nor do i possess any,
Whenever i wanna say somethin',
says a poem written by me.

Why lifes so....???

2004-10-18T14:08:00.000+05:30

Why lifes so....?

...life seemes to be monotonous,
nothing much happening
it seems to be dull, moth eaten.

day after day rolls out,
and nothin' materialize,
you seems to be toiling,
but nothin' actualize.

"Today i'll do this," i say,
"tomorrow i'll achieve that" i said,
but this today appears constant,
and that tomorrow never seems appearing,

god help me
"i want to fight myself",
everything here,
seems to be sightless,
i am standing on the peak,
n peak still looks so high.

now i struggle,
after having battled so long,
battles have exhausted my energies,
and left me doddering and hoaring

i have been broken down, burned out,
i am exasperated,
just need some breeze,
i need to zzz,

Morning Walk...

2004-10-14T04:23:00.000+05:30

Morning Walk...

I was about to start,
for a morning walk,
Many things were at Heart,
for which i need to talk.

Talk with nature.
to ask him questions,
n to every question he answered.

I told him,"how tiring has life been for me"
Nature said,"No not at all"
I asked, "Why?"
when a chill fresh breeze,
gently touched my body,
n I felt the freshness.

I agreed n said,"But i cant smile..."
Nature replied,"look..."
looking at those golden rays,
striking those fresh new leaves,
and then reflected mildly into my eyes.
I was already smiling.

I agreed n said,"Why Nobody likes me?"
NAture smiled n showed me birds,
I saw most beautiful of them,
singing all for me,
they were looking at me,
to appreciate n listen to the music,
composed specially for me.

I agreed n asked,"I am not beautiful..."
Nature laughed n asked me,"How looks this reflection..."
reflection of rising sun in fresh lake's water,
I smiled n immediately replied, "Its so beautiful..."
Nature smiled back n said,"U dont see beauty in yourself..."
Nature continued,"...u see it in others..."

I agreed n said,"i am not good enough to do somethin' great..."
Nature laughed n held my hand,
As we're walking,
i saw a injured squirrel,
Natured tried to diverge my attention,
but it couldnt,
n i lifted "it", n decided to fed her.
Nature then smiled n asked, "What have u done?"

I felt so happy n said,"Ur so great..."
Nature asked,"How do u say?"
I said,"i see it..."
He replied,"Greatness cannt be seen..."
Its a state,
state in which u cudnt be by just trying,
but only when u decide to be in it.

I smiled,
Nature said,"I have to go now..."
I said sadly,"So early..."
He said,"...there is another place on earth, where its not yet morning, n someone like me wud be waiting for him..."
I smiled again n said,"Good bye!!!"

Do u remember...

2004-10-11T09:26:00.000+05:30

Do u remember...

Do u remember,
those stormy nights,
when it raining outside,
and flashing loudly,
u got afraid,
i would hide u,
in my arms,
hold u tightly,
stay for a while,
then u look up,
into my eyes,
eyes saying,
hold ur smile,
your shyness,

Do u remember,
home,
home of our dream,
in a jungle,
far away,
no power,
a candle night dinner,
only one chair,
one plate,
one spoon,
one soul,
a bed,
one love.

Do u remember,
me,
myself,
i loved u,
more than anything,
u were the treasure,
the thing,
i cared for,
the thing,
i breathe for,
i am here for u.

When my dad asked...

2004-10-09T13:34:00.000+05:30

When my dad asked...

We were walking,
walking down the road.
Long lasted the silence,
silence was piercing.
Something was same,
same remained though little.
He wanted to ask,
ask about me.
HE was concerned,
concerned looked his eyes.
I've been away,
away for a while.
Time has come,
come to answer something.
I didn't want to,
to me he asked no more.
We kept walking slowly,
slowly reaching home.
I remember those paths,
paths belonged to me.
HE looked at me,
me looked into his.
He said,
said "Are u tired..."
I kept looking,
looking into his eyes.
Mine gone wet,
wet gone his.
HE held me tightly,
tightly did i.
I said sorry,
"sorry for what" he said.
He hugged me
me kept weeping.
We reached home,
home was lonely.
Just few days
days wil go soon.
I have to go,
go to place i belong.
Meanwhile we were together,
together we had dinner.
But i dont want to think about,
about the pains of separation.
We talked almost till midnight,
night was charming.
I could see the moon,
moom from my window.
I went to my room,
room that had my memories.
It was calling,
calling to plunge back into the depth of time.
Little were me,
me walked on his legs.
Little were my eyes,
eyes looked from his.
We slept,
slept with peace,
peace of having something back,
back was the time we loved.

No More...

2004-10-07T16:14:00.000+05:30

No More...

Sincere towards studies,
no more,
Attracted to girls,
never like before.

Commitment towards work,
no more,
Wasting time,
never like before.

Acting Studiously,
happens no more.
Simulating stupidity,
happens never like before.

Helping others,
i do it no more,
Troubling others
i do it never like before.

What life has in store,
concerns me no more,
Whats in the lunch n dinner,
bothers me never like before.

Taking major seriously,
happens no more,
Changing minors often,
happens never like before.

Listening to devotional songs,
happens no more,
Rocking at parties,
Happens never like before.

Waking up early,
happens no more,
Sleeping late at night,
happens never like before.

keeping myself busy,
happens no more,
Loitering passively
happens never like before.

Appreciating things
I do it no more.
Criticise anything
I do it never like before.

Writing this type of poem once again,
may happen no more,
Sending social messages through it,
will happen as ever before.

Why do we write...

2004-10-05T22:43:00.000+05:30

Why do we write...

When u fall from gr8 height,
When u feel nothin' going right,
When everything looks away from your sight,
When situation seems too tight,
When everyone ask u to fight,
when it darkness-darkness n no light,
Its this time when u may write.

When u look up,
n see children flying kite.
When u sip tea,
n enjoy fading evening light.
When u breathe,
n theres no need to strive,
Its this time when u write.

When every moment u spend,
every load u carry,
looks too light.
When every decision u take,
every promise u make,
seem to be alright.
When your relations,
your friends,
unite
Its this time When u actually write.

New Born Dream...

2004-10-05T00:02:00.000+05:30

New Born Dream...

I can forget that night,
which brought an invincible darkness in my life,
shattered lay my goals,
paths all seem to be closed,
i lost even the last hope,
nothin' but just saw an end,
struggled my body half buried in sand,
I felt like screaming,
but the darknes seem too agitating,
I laid unspoken,
felt nomore those pains,
slowly i slept,
dont know when night slipped away,
warm it was day's first ray,
darkness was nomore around,
suddenly i felt the softness,
finding its way through my roughness,
It was a touch that held me back,
accredited me with the love i always lacked,
I could figure someone by my side
who toiled day n night,
to breed new interest in my life,

I cud never forget that day,
that lightened my life,
when i took first steps outside,
with the support that held me from my side,
paths all seem so easy,
My ambitions shot up too high,
Dont know the reason why?
i tried climbing up the sky,
i found myself full of energy,
It was a freshness i never felt,
It was a beginning
It was a "New born Dream..."

Leaf...

2004-10-03T05:37:00.000+05:30

Leaf...

I write this,
not to tell u somethin' abt leaf.
I write this,
just to shape & extend ur old belief.

I write this,
not to tell u "leaf is life".
I write this,
only to tell u leaves r also alive.

I write this,
not to tell u how important to them is light.
I write this,
just to ask what could it be, for which we always fight?

I write this,
not to tell u that leaves r fragile,
I write this,
to point out dumbness doesnt imply state of being sterile.

I write this,
not to tell u that every autumn leaves fall,
I write this,
jst to tell u, rising after fall is what makes u tall.

I write this,
not to tell u how even on the hottest day, leaves remain green,
I write this,
only to ask, living in all comforts, why we cant keep ourselves pure & clean.

I am not here,
to give u a biological description of leaf,
I am here,
to make u realise how special u cud be, when u r person full of self-belief.

When ur Alone...

2004-09-30T17:49:00.001+05:30

Days after Days goes by,
everybody seem to be so busy, Why?

Days at work and nights go in sleep,
Is that the only stuff u got to keep?

"Outside" is dirty but the home("Inside") u sweep,
u touched my life but did u ever felt my heart that always weep?

There were times when we were far apart,
Did i come close only to let u tore my heart apart?

You were far but i still managed to make u smile,
Now when ur close Why my efforts seem to be futile?

I pretend to be naughty and u would shout,
Do u remember "you after me, i would lift u, and we would laugh aloud"?

Things have changed, time could not be same,
Does the life's worth is no more than playing a game?

Now when i am Alone i just pray,
is ever ur alone, "i'll be with u..." is what i say.

I end this thought with a note of hope,
And i wish in reality to have a power to cope.

Fried Chips...

2004-09-30T17:49:00.000+05:30

Bicycle puntured, sat on my cycle,
I drove a guy whose name was Pip.

sloppy roads, flat tyres
"oh! god" muttered those broiled lips.

classes in the morning, labs in the afternoon,
prime-mover of my energy Dip.

Compelled in th morning, wrenched in the noon,
left me with paining hip.

vibrant looks were the past of the day,
coming time looked at me w/o having any useful tips.

finally gave up at "gurunath",
decided to have an energy sip.

This is just a trailor,
I have some more for my fiends who belong to "fried-Chips"

When it Rains...

2004-09-30T17:48:00.000+05:30

Hey listen to this tune,
smell this diffusive fume.

glance those gestures of green,
its a beauty of nature rarely seen.

moment back it was bright,
few seconds witness a complete change in sight.

its like when ur sad,
then somebody successfully breaks ur thread.

you forget it for a while,
complimented by hilarious smile.

you begin to enjoy moments of life,
ignoring pains u carry by your side.

hey when u cry or smile,
its just for a while.

then clouds came roaring wash our pains,
thats what happens when it rains.

“THE SUN SHINES AGAIN…“

2004-09-30T17:47:00.000+05:30

“THE SUN SHINES AGAIN…“

Its been a dreadful sight,
With its raining all last night.
There were heavy spells of showers,
Followed by huge flash of power.
There were towers that lost their pride,
And trees lying uprooted on the side.
There were home completely ravaged,
A dreadful calamity anybody ever faced.
But this has already happened,
Pains incurred seems to have lessened,

Then somebody brought an end to mourn,
That was first rays of the morn.

Sun was seen lovely, big and round
Birds flying, water flowing, all making lovely sound.
Cause was done and it upon us to fight,
Time has come to set things alright,
Soon children were seen playing,
It remind us of ancient saying:
“if humans want…
there is nothin' they can't…“

“Back to Home…“

2004-09-30T17:46:00.000+05:30

“Back to Home…“

So I am back at home,
After traveling so far alone.
It was a sunny day,
I was on my way.
I had nice feelings,
After all we had good dealings.
I wasn't far,
But there was some problem with the car.
I preferred local transport,
Few minutes I was outside my court.
It was exiting to meet honey,
But the silence didn't seem to be funny.
I remembered yesterdays fight,
When nothing went all right.
I climbed up to the first floor,
Saw a letter hanging on the door.
She has left,
As lonely as I slept.
I remembered those beautiful time,
Wanted to repent for the crime.
One day I nearly found,
Cords got freeezed, couldn't make any sound,
I just said sorry,
And we're back at home.

...Love...(It just happens...)

2004-09-30T17:42:00.000+05:30

...Love...(It just happens...)

This is a story to anybody ever told,
It happened when i was 10 years old,
when my love grew manifold,
it doesn't matter the night hot an cold,
but my arms were empty with nobody in their fold.

I was once sixteen,
saw a girl in her fifteen,
her looks i had ever seen,
but it took long to really explain what i mean.

once i caught her eye,
i blinked and she got shy.

She just left,
with solitude ever my long freind i slept,

i was afraid,
things i should were never said.

will i again see her,
this thought itself makes me shiver.

how will see be now,
once carried a beauty which we remarked as "wow".

wherever you may be, i'll pray,
'ope someday i'll find you out and say.