Euphoria.

Euphoria.

...same time,
probably a minute before nine,
i was holding my mug of wine.

Sitting in my balcony,
where darkness surrounded me,
only question repeated,"Where is she?"

I closed my eyes,
asking myself, "She didnt turn up!!! Why?"
stopped my breath and took a heavy sigh.

Suddenly heard someone talking light step,
young was girl yet carrying a heavy bag,
as every night she smiled, and i smiled back.

But whom i wanted to didnt turn up,
meanwhile got empty my mug,
heavy my heart was, with the chair i got struck .

I didnt try it anymore,
chilled breeze carried me to sea-shore,
as if i was in paradise, i didnt ask for more.

i was young again,
back were my days when i being so inane,
a guy so haughty having a big name n fame.

Very soon i found girl of my dreamzzz,
so beautiful she was and her look so alluring,
sweet were her voice and the song she was singing.

Song ended and she left the place soon,
only two left were blue me and white moon,
Waiting there for sometime, i came back home all alone.

Once again ended the same dream,
again saw some thing who meant so much to me, yet i havent seen,
hard i tried, but couldnt figure out what it actually mean?

same balcony,
same me,
missing "She".

-Prankul
23rd November, 2004

Adieu...

Adieu...

I remember...

moment it would rain,
we would all come out,
n got wet.

moment its festive time,
we would all come out,
n celebrated.

moment its beautiful evening,
we would all come out,
n played soccer.

moment anything credible,
we would all come out,
n together rejoiced.

But Alas!!!
it changed.

moment we got internet,
nobody came out,
to get wet.

moment we joined orkut,
nobody came out,
to get back in time n overlook.

moment we started posting,
mobody came out,
they were all roasting.

Its too much a change,

moment i go back,
i get back my life n feel busy,
so many goals to achieve,
n life so full of things yet to see.

I miss my real world.

Its still not too late,
i just need to be cautious.
Now having realised the importance of time,
I know time is very precious.

Now just wanna take leave,
so long has it been,
since i realised its nothin' but myself.

Passion

Passion...I am here for u.

When u wanna walk,
just tell me,
I will lay out my hands.

When u wanna talk,
just tell me,
i'll be your "Drink".

When u wanna see,
just tell me,
i'll come closer.

When u wanna hear,
just tell me,
i'll be "quiet"

When u wanna smile,
just tell me,
i'll be a clown.

When u r angry,
just tell me,
i'll be a "Rose".

but if u ever love me,
no need to tell me,
you live in my heart.

Thinkin' about you...

Thinking about you...

Hey do you know what do i do?
in musical nights so beautiful,
when i am alone in my rooom,
n light music keep flowing,
keep flowing that soft breeze,
mE sitting near my window,
eyes watchin' the moon,
sad n alone in the rich sky,
i keep watchin',
those hundreds of stars,
happy n befriended in the same sky.
I suddenly see a flash,
like a shooting star,
people come in our lives,
like a shootin' star,
they leave and become invisible.
I keep thinkin',
n falls asleep.
night slips away,
when somebody gimme a nibble,
wake up!!!,
I open my eyes,
n see most beautiful of her smile,
gently holding my hands,
tryin' desperately to pull me out,
i really open my eyes,
it vanishes,
it was a dream,
dream over dream.

I get back to my piano,
and start playing,
dunno why,
i start playing,
most painful of all tunes,
most sad of all tunes,
n most touchin of them,
tears keep flowing,
but i am not going to stop today,
let the world take notice,
let them get flooded,
my tears,
its just mine.