My first date...

My first date...

"Life is strange...isn't it"
you never know,
Anythin' may happen,
so far what looked barren,
you never know,
when it turns green,
n fructify.

And somethin' similar happened,
26th October,
somethin' special,
ya! it was special,
Its been raining hard,
n stopped,
I met,
we shook,
next few moments,
I was silent,
talked my eyes,
I was still,
in motion looked the skies,
I was nervous,
n full of whys.

But it was special,
ya! it was special,
I was with her,
on a beach,
slightly lonely,
weather,
so pleasing,
waves,
so high,
full moon
so bright,
skies,
too dark,
n she,
lookin' cute in her smile.

We walked,
n she talked,
She would stop for a while,
accompanied with my nervous smile.
It was a full moon night,
chill gushy breeze, heavy waves etc
altogether what a beautiful sight.

I couldnt resist,
n clicked a one or two,
Dark it was,
turned out to be very very blue.

We started walking again,
discussing why 'prankul' is my name.
She told me everythin',
from novel she read, to her friend,
I was so happy,
thanked god for the friend he send.

We went for dinner,
thins were busy,
we have to wait,
she read my poems,
and gave me her article,
which unfortunately i couldnt read.

Anyway,
Great was the day,
and so great was the noon.
Great was the walk,
n so Great was the talk.
Great was the night,
n so great was the dinner.
Great was her, my friend,
n so great was my first date.
-Prankul(29th October, 2004)

Time in virtual world...

Time in virtual world...

Things were fast,
impossible to hold.
i was lagging,
n nobody to behold.

plunge back into time,
i see love,
and its all mine.
Moment i come back,
u have nothin',
and nothin; looks fine.

I can't carry on,
with the face,
that always mourns.
So i decided,
n laved in a virtual world
where,
i had days,
that were mine.
I had nights,
which were mine.
I had friends,
inseparable in time.

I went in so deep,
so desperate was my leap,
I kept floating n floating.
Beautiful looked the world,
n easy looked everything.

But it was a dream,
it has to end.
Time was the key,
carefully u need to spend.

U call it a Virtual world,
or u call it a dream.
I was crawling on my knee,
when it just taught me.
Hard work n commitment is the key,
if successful ever u wanna be.

I dont know reason why...

I dont know reason why...

I've been moving round n round,
I've making all those sounds,

I like to be with you,
but it never never happen,

I dont know the reason why,
I dont know why fell so shy,
I dont know where i am,
I dont what i can,
I dont know where i stand,
I dont know what i am,

I dont know the reason why,
why i look so high,
I dont know the reason why,
why i feel tempted to lie,
I dont know the reason why,
why we always want to be so high,
I dont know reason why,
why its always only 'i',

I been singing same old tune,
I been smelling same old perfume,
It reminds me of you,
I really really love you,
I want to be with you,
I 'ope it wil happen soon,
sayz the sweet sweet moon,
smiling above in the sky,

Bye then take care of yourself,
remember ur my greatest wealth,
Ur the feelings i ever felt.
without you i would only melt.

I've been moving round n round,
I've making all those sounds.
I like to be with you,
but it never never happen,

A smile again n again...

A smile again n again...

So many things happen in life,
n u smile,
People ignore u,
u smile,
they dont like u,
but u smile,
u feel bad,
still u smile,
They do it again n again,
but u keep up ur smile.

u aren't great as them,
u aren't wished like them,
u aren't talked like them,
still u love them,
n welcome them,
with a smile.

Time keep movin',
n u need them,
they laugh at you,
they put u aside,
n u have it all,
with a smile.

U feel alone,
u feel exhausted,
tears keep flowing,
but u hide them,
n instead, show your lips,
carrying a smile.

Life...

Life ...

In SCHOOL: (Conversation...)
"Hey how r u ?"
"I am fine, what abt u?

"I am unhappy today"
"Whats wrong, why dont u say?"

"Nothin' wrong...theres something i long..."
"...to my friend it belong..."

"Can u get for me?"
"Why not? u r my friend Sunny"

"U brought back my smile"
"leave me alone for a while"

"Why? What have i done?"
"i said it just for fun..."

"Oh! okay u were kiddin'"
"...n that is what makes happy living..."

"How sweet of u"
"so were u too...."

With Parents:
No matter how hard was life,
they cared for me,
when too dark was night,
so strong was their sight.

At present:
...in the present time,
Things aren't going fine,
hard work is the key,
better way is what i have to see.

full of hopes:
greediness,
selfishness,
Is What i don' want?
A peaceful,
n beautiful world,
is what i always chant.

In Poems:
Nothin' special in me,
nor do i possess any,
Whenever i wanna say somethin',
says a poem written by me.

Why lifes so....???

Why lifes so....?

...life seemes to be monotonous,
nothing much happening
it seems to be dull, moth eaten.

day after day rolls out,
and nothin' materialize,
you seems to be toiling,
but nothin' actualize.

"Today i'll do this," i say,
"tomorrow i'll achieve that" i said,
but this today appears constant,
and that tomorrow never seems appearing,

god help me
"i want to fight myself",
everything here,
seems to be sightless,
i am standing on the peak,
n peak still looks so high.

now i struggle,
after having battled so long,
battles have exhausted my energies,
and left me doddering and hoaring

i have been broken down, burned out,
i am exasperated,
just need some breeze,
i need to zzz,

Morning Walk...

Morning Walk...

I was about to start,
for a morning walk,
Many things were at Heart,
for which i need to talk.

Talk with nature.
to ask him questions,
n to every question he answered.

I told him,"how tiring has life been for me"
Nature said,"No not at all"
I asked, "Why?"
when a chill fresh breeze,
gently touched my body,
n I felt the freshness.

I agreed n said,"But i cant smile..."
Nature replied,"look..."
looking at those golden rays,
striking those fresh new leaves,
and then reflected mildly into my eyes.
I was already smiling.

I agreed n said,"Why Nobody likes me?"
NAture smiled n showed me birds,
I saw most beautiful of them,
singing all for me,
they were looking at me,
to appreciate n listen to the music,
composed specially for me.

I agreed n asked,"I am not beautiful..."
Nature laughed n asked me,"How looks this reflection..."
reflection of rising sun in fresh lake's water,
I smiled n immediately replied, "Its so beautiful..."
Nature smiled back n said,"U dont see beauty in yourself..."
Nature continued,"...u see it in others..."

I agreed n said,"i am not good enough to do somethin' great..."
Nature laughed n held my hand,
As we're walking,
i saw a injured squirrel,
Natured tried to diverge my attention,
but it couldnt,
n i lifted "it", n decided to fed her.
Nature then smiled n asked, "What have u done?"

I felt so happy n said,"Ur so great..."
Nature asked,"How do u say?"
I said,"i see it..."
He replied,"Greatness cannt be seen..."
Its a state,
state in which u cudnt be by just trying,
but only when u decide to be in it.

I smiled,
Nature said,"I have to go now..."
I said sadly,"So early..."
He said,"...there is another place on earth, where its not yet morning, n someone like me wud be waiting for him..."
I smiled again n said,"Good bye!!!"

Do u remember...

Do u remember...

Do u remember,
those stormy nights,
when it raining outside,
and flashing loudly,
u got afraid,
i would hide u,
in my arms,
hold u tightly,
stay for a while,
then u look up,
into my eyes,
eyes saying,
hold ur smile,
your shyness,

Do u remember,
home,
home of our dream,
in a jungle,
far away,
no power,
a candle night dinner,
only one chair,
one plate,
one spoon,
one soul,
a bed,
one love.

Do u remember,
me,
myself,
i loved u,
more than anything,
u were the treasure,
the thing,
i cared for,
the thing,
i breathe for,
i am here for u.

When my dad asked...

When my dad asked...

We were walking,
walking down the road.
Long lasted the silence,
silence was piercing.
Something was same,
same remained though little.
He wanted to ask,
ask about me.
HE was concerned,
concerned looked his eyes.
I've been away,
away for a while.
Time has come,
come to answer something.
I didn't want to,
to me he asked no more.
We kept walking slowly,
slowly reaching home.
I remember those paths,
paths belonged to me.
HE looked at me,
me looked into his.
He said,
said "Are u tired..."
I kept looking,
looking into his eyes.
Mine gone wet,
wet gone his.
HE held me tightly,
tightly did i.
I said sorry,
"sorry for what" he said.
He hugged me
me kept weeping.
We reached home,
home was lonely.
Just few days
days wil go soon.
I have to go,
go to place i belong.
Meanwhile we were together,
together we had dinner.
But i dont want to think about,
about the pains of separation.
We talked almost till midnight,
night was charming.
I could see the moon,
moom from my window.
I went to my room,
room that had my memories.
It was calling,
calling to plunge back into the depth of time.
Little were me,
me walked on his legs.
Little were my eyes,
eyes looked from his.
We slept,
slept with peace,
peace of having something back,
back was the time we loved.

No More...

No More...

Sincere towards studies,
no more,
Attracted to girls,
never like before.

Commitment towards work,
no more,
Wasting time,
never like before.

Acting Studiously,
happens no more.
Simulating stupidity,
happens never like before.

Helping others,
i do it no more,
Troubling others
i do it never like before.

What life has in store,
concerns me no more,
Whats in the lunch n dinner,
bothers me never like before.

Taking major seriously,
happens no more,
Changing minors often,
happens never like before.

Listening to devotional songs,
happens no more,
Rocking at parties,
Happens never like before.

Waking up early,
happens no more,
Sleeping late at night,
happens never like before.

keeping myself busy,
happens no more,
Loitering passively
happens never like before.

Appreciating things
I do it no more.
Criticise anything
I do it never like before.

Writing this type of poem once again,
may happen no more,
Sending social messages through it,
will happen as ever before.

Why do we write...

Why do we write...

When u fall from gr8 height,
When u feel nothin' going right,
When everything looks away from your sight,
When situation seems too tight,
When everyone ask u to fight,
when it darkness-darkness n no light,
Its this time when u may write.

When u look up,
n see children flying kite.
When u sip tea,
n enjoy fading evening light.
When u breathe,
n theres no need to strive,
Its this time when u write.

When every moment u spend,
every load u carry,
looks too light.
When every decision u take,
every promise u make,
seem to be alright.
When your relations,
your friends,
unite
Its this time When u actually write.

New Born Dream...

New Born Dream...

I can forget that night,
which brought an invincible darkness in my life,
shattered lay my goals,
paths all seem to be closed,
i lost even the last hope,
nothin' but just saw an end,
struggled my body half buried in sand,
I felt like screaming,
but the darknes seem too agitating,
I laid unspoken,
felt nomore those pains,
slowly i slept,
dont know when night slipped away,
warm it was day's first ray,
darkness was nomore around,
suddenly i felt the softness,
finding its way through my roughness,
It was a touch that held me back,
accredited me with the love i always lacked,
I could figure someone by my side
who toiled day n night,
to breed new interest in my life,

I cud never forget that day,
that lightened my life,
when i took first steps outside,
with the support that held me from my side,
paths all seem so easy,
My ambitions shot up too high,
Dont know the reason why?
i tried climbing up the sky,
i found myself full of energy,
It was a freshness i never felt,
It was a beginning
It was a "New born Dream..."

Leaf...

Leaf...

I write this,
not to tell u somethin' abt leaf.
I write this,
just to shape & extend ur old belief.

I write this,
not to tell u "leaf is life".
I write this,
only to tell u leaves r also alive.

I write this,
not to tell u how important to them is light.
I write this,
just to ask what could it be, for which we always fight?

I write this,
not to tell u that leaves r fragile,
I write this,
to point out dumbness doesnt imply state of being sterile.

I write this,
not to tell u that every autumn leaves fall,
I write this,
jst to tell u, rising after fall is what makes u tall.

I write this,
not to tell u how even on the hottest day, leaves remain green,
I write this,
only to ask, living in all comforts, why we cant keep ourselves pure & clean.

I am not here,
to give u a biological description of leaf,
I am here,
to make u realise how special u cud be, when u r person full of self-belief.