When it hurts...

So many questions today but theres no one to answer,

I been striving hard to know myself as once you were.

More i push myself more it pushes me towards infinity,

How special are these family of humans or its just me?!

I woke up today looking alive with your smile over my face,
I did something wrong maybe different were my ways.

Fear of losing you engraved over my mind,
A crack deep inside which you will never be able to find.

Hurt i did and hurt was i,
Can it ever be same again when fault was mine?!

Time heals but the memories remain,
I look changed but i am still the same.

-Prankul
10th March, 2006